Higher heels and lipstick napkins. Dying is your latest fashion.

Yesterday was really slow.

I watched Projekt Revolution from 1 30-7 00 and it was okay. It's not the same as actually being there. My Chem was awesome as usual, except I wish Gerard would sing a little more than just say the words with the music. Linkin Park was okay. I'll just stick to their new cd, thank you very much. I hadn't really listened to HIM, Placebo, Julien-K, or Taking Back Sunday, and I really don't want to hear more after watching them. They aren't that good live, but I might give them another chance if I get really bored one day.

My best friend came back from boarding school about three days ago. The first day, we talked on the phone for about 8 hours. The next day his phone died, so we couldn't talk for too long (he had a root canal anyway, so that didn't really matter). He met with his ex girlfriend girlfriend yesterday (they had been thinking of getting back together...or at least she might give him another chance.) and he said it was really fun and was the best 6 hours he'd had in a while.

Weirdly enough, I was jealous. The night before, he was telling me loved me (without realizing it) and he was telling me how amazing i was. And the next day, he was telling me about how Britni is amazing and how he loves her so much. He's my ex and even then I didn't like him that much as anything more than a friend, and now, all of a sudden, he's all I can think about and I think I'm starting to really like him (possibly even fall for him).

idk. I've lied to myself a lott in the past about things like this, so it might just be that. I might see him on Saturday. I'm hoping that will set me straight (whichever way that is).

We had a lot of fun on the phone last night too. My dad is starting to get really annoyed that I talk to him so much.

Why does life have to be so frustrating?

-XxLorynxX